December 2010
How do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights? In sunsets? In midnights? In cups of coffee? In inches? In miles? In laughter? In strife?
It’s officially December 31st, and 2010 is almost over. Had someone told me one year ago today what the future held, I’d have called them crazy. Everything changed this year. I’ve gained and lost so many irreplaceable things. I’ve done things I never thought I’d...
i love kenny <3
MUSHRROOOMMMM
sarah smagur is by far the most lovely person i know. i can only hope that one day i can be as completely amazing as her. so there.
Baby I understand that you're making new friends,...
Christmas with Kenan and Faith.
Kenan: Played in the snow and watched the dog hump a stuffed snowman while sitting by the fireplace. Yeah, the magic was there.
Me: Wow, sounds like a Thomas Kinkade wet dream of a holiday.
Why AM I ALWAYS DRUNK!?
Days like today make it hard for me to remember...
I don't miss you...I don't miss you...I don't miss...
I miss you. And you’re ignoring me. How marvelous.
This is gonna be the longest week of my life.
I have no one to play in the snow with.
I feel ridiculous.
“Strange things are afoot at the Circle K…”
– Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure
What's this?
Santa brought snow? To the Sham? On CHRISTMAS?! I’m in awe. It’s so prettyful. Aaaaaand I don’t have to go to my aunt’s house and spend all afternoon itching for some ‘fresh air’ and dodging questions about my future and my non-existent boyfriend. Plus I’m watching the Nightmare Before Christmas…again. Yep, I’m pretty chill.
All I know is I'm not quite ready...
…to let go of this past year, I have so much to show.
Holidays fuck with my head. I can be perfectly happy and content one minute, then spiral downwards at a moments notice. I mean that happens a lot anyways, but even more around this time of year. From November to January, I’m a fucking nutcase.
Especially this year.
My family has, yet again, broken tradition!...
We apparently have to be at my aunt’s house early tomorrow, so we did the whole gift thing today. My dad is playing his new video game, drinking out of his Falcons coffee mug and all bundled up in his UGA Snuggie. My sister is playing with her new digital camera. My mom is nommin’ some candy and freaking out over her new Victoria’s Secret bra. Yes, my family gives weird gifts,...
Fuck it. I'm too awake for this.
“It is hard to forgive, and to look at those eyes, and feel those wasted hands....”
– Heathcliff (Wuthering Heights)
I could beg. I could plead. I could scream.
But it wouldn’t change a thing. It’s like talking to the open sky, and expecting an answer.
Wow. That good mood...it lasted for all of about...
Bah. Humbug.
Guess who just finished buying Christmas presents...
This kid! I’m excited now. I mean it’s not much, but I like giving people stuffs. Especially people I love. I guess maybe it puts me in the holiday mood, which is weird, because I sorta kinda maybe don’t really like Christmas. But I’m trying to give it a chance to redeem itself this year. And now? I think I’mma go watch the Breakfast Club and get wrapping. Yes, I...
I'm done trying to fix things.
It never lasts anyways. I patch up a hole, you poke a new one. I tame the fire, you pour on the gasoline and strike another match. All I do anymore is try to keep everyone in this house from bitching and being hurt and angry, and I’m sick of it. Don’t drag me home to watch you bicker. If you want to be miserable, alright, but stop pulling me down with you. I have a whole helluva lot...
hi. im faith.
despite the fact that i have a really pretty new tumblr pic, i happen to be super retarded. what am i to say at a time like this???????
oh yea…
HAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCKKKKKKKEEEEEEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
Alright. Okay. Just...ugh.
Okay. This has all gone a little too far, and I agree that we all need to make some goddamn peace. I literally haven’t felt this high school since…ever. I don’t start drama, but if other people want to I really can’t stop them. But I do not participate. It’s not my thing, it’s never been my thing, and I’m no good at it. I do damage control.
Annie,...
